第18期 - 比利时

Flowers in front of the apartment door


Always cloudy in Ghent, Belgium. Although I got a sense that he won’t come to Paris, still be frustrated when hearing about the confirmation. Especially the reply occurs 3h later. I am trapped again, in the unknown expectation, in the hotel, and in Paris. The hungry urged me to look for some food, or I would fall sleep again. When checking out, it was raining. Anyway, we drift away.

Two weeks later So hard to survive. I realized the truth I am not so important. I know I cannot expect to get the equal position. Getting free from it takes almost one week.

2024.09.05